I MAY MAKE IT…
Wow…what a last couple of days! Between Thursday night and last night (Monday) I was so wore out that I could hardly hold my eyes open for any length of time. I feel like I have slept the last several days away. Today has been the first day that I could even half way concentrate on anything, including holding my eyes open.
I have movies to watch and books to read, but can’t concentrate. Thankfully today has been a bit easier for me. I am hoping that by Saturday I am feeling much better because we are planning to have Beckie’s birthday party on Saturday the 10th. We are going to have it several days early because I have chemo on her actual birthday, November 15th. My baby girl will be 17! Where has the time gone?
I worry so much right now about how my illness is affecting my family. It is at the top of my mind at all times.
I am waiting on my pictures to be mailed from Shutterfly. I am working on a scrapbook about my cancer journey. I hope that doesn’t sound strange to you guys. This has been such a big part of our lives right now that I feel that I need to remember it somehow. So, a scrapbook it is. I have kept every single card that everyone has sent me and they will also be included.